NEW YORK: "Knife," a memoir by Salman Rushdie released on Tuesday, recounts the near-fatal stabbing at a public event in 2022 that left him blind in one eye and his journey to healing.

The Indian-born author, a British and naturalized American based in New York, has faced death threats since his 1988 novel "The Satanic Verses" was declared blasphemous by Iran's supreme leader, making Rushdie a global symbol of free speech.

After going unscathed for years, a knife-wielding assailant jumped on stage at an arts gathering in rural New York state and stabbed Rushdie multiple times in the neck and abdomen. He ultimately lost his right eye.

"Why didn't I fight? Why didn't I run? I just stood there like a pinata and let him smash me," Rushdie writes.

"It didn't feel dramatic, or particularly awful. It just felt probable... matter-of-fact."

Tehran denied any link with the attacker — but said only Rushdie, now 76 years old, was to blame for the incident. The suspect, then 24, has pleaded not guilty to attempted murder.

In an interview with the New York Post, the alleged attacker, whose parents emigrated to the United States from Lebanon, said he had only read two pages of "The Satanic Verses" but believed Rushdie had "attacked Islam."

In "Knife," Rushdie refers to him simply as "The A."

"My Assailant, my would-be Assassin, the Asinine man who made Assumptions about me... I have found myself thinking of him, perhaps forgivably, as an Ass," he writes.

Rushdie said in "Knife" the attack has not changed his view on his most famous work.

"I am proud of the work I've done, and that very much includes The Satanic Verses. If anyone's looking for remorse, you can stop reading right here," he writes.

'It's a dream'

Rushdie says that, two days before the attack, he had a dream of being attacked by a gladiator with a spear in a Roman amphitheater, and didn't want to attend the talk.

"And then I thought, 'Don't be silly. It's a dream,'" he told CBS in a recent interview.

He was also paid "generously" for the event, he says, and needed the money for home repairs.

British-US author Salman Rushdie looks on as he addresses a press conference at The Frankfurt Book Fair in Frankfurt am Main, western Germany on October 20, 2023. AFP PHOTO British-US author Salman Rushdie looks on as he addresses a press conference at The Frankfurt Book Fair in Frankfurt am Main, western Germany on October 20, 2023. AFP PHOTO British-US author Salman Rushdie looks on as he addresses a press conference at The Frankfurt Book Fair in Frankfurt am Main, western Germany on October 20, 2023. AFP PHOTO

Rushdie had been invited to talk about protecting writers whose lives have been threatened — an irony not lost on him.

"It just turned out not to be a safe space for me," he told CBS.

In the book, Rushdie says he has experienced nightmares in the wake of the attack.

Suzanne Nossel, of free speech advocacy group PEN America, said they were eager to hear the full story.

"A master storyteller, Salman has held this narrative close until now, leaving us to marvel from a distance at his courage and resilience," she said.

'Lightness'

Rushdie, who was born in Mumbai but moved to England as a boy, was propelled into the spotlight with his second novel "Midnight's Children" (1981), which won Britain's prestigious Booker Prize for its portrayal of post-independence India.

But "The Satanic Verses" brought him far greater, mostly unwelcome, attention.

The atheist author, whose parents were non-practicing Muslims, was forced to go underground.

He was granted police protection in Britain, following the murder or attempted murder of his translators and publishers, and moved repeatedly while in hiding.

Rushdie only began to emerge from his life on the run in the late 1990s after Iran said it would not support his assassination.

He became a fixture on the international party circuit, even appearing in films such as "Bridget Jones's Diary" and US television sitcom "Seinfeld."

The author has been married five times and has two children.

His 21st novel, "Victory City," was completed just before the attack and released in 2023.

He has revisited the Chautauqua Institution, where the near-fatal event was held, writing in the book that the trip was cathartic.

"As we stood there in the stillness, I realized that a burden had lifted from me somehow, and the best word I could find for what I was feeling was lightness," he writes.